And now we talk.

Hello, weary traveller.
Hah, I get such a kick out of saying that. Oohooh...mystical!

So today was as crappy as I had anticipated. Two dumb questions in one day. And today felt way too much like a Friday, which isn't fair to my brain. Oh, how I long for the weekend when I can lay on the couch and play Kingdom Hearts to my content. Oh, and see if Baru and Sarayu are free for Bitchfest 2004. Of course, I have to see when Baru is working *ahemspaceshipahem*.

Something good happened today though. Freddy and Renee looked at my sketch book, and genuinely liked the drawings. Renee said their eyes looked so alive, which made me really happy. I think most people are so sick of my drawings that when they see them, they don't see the specialness of them or the pieces of my soul that I put into them. So that was nice. All I want to do with my life is turn this ugly horrible place we all live in into something a little more beautiful, no matter the consequences. I drew a picture in the back of my social text, of three elves, and I don't care if I get in trouble. It's better than the stupid things scribbled on the rest of it like "Suck cock muthah fuckers" and other such words. I don't care.

And now I am full of rage.