Okay...Here We Go...Commence Angry Teenage Sequence...

Seriously, this really sucks. I didn't get cast, what a surprise. I'm sorry, but I'm really tired of seeing the same people on stage each and ever semester. I want to be under those lights, in front of an audience, but instead I am banished to backstagedom.
Maybe it's just my teenage angst talking, but I feel like such a nobody. I'm not a real artist, my stuff keeps getting stolen, I've been rejected four times. You know, it's rather funny in an ironic sort of way...now the number of times I've auditioned and not been chosen matches the number of times I've had my heart broken in high school. Yay for me.
Where is the someone, the someone just for me? I just want to be on the stage.
You know, I'd like to be the better person here, and say I'm not pissed, but I am. So pissed off. Mostly at myself.
I feel like such a nobody.

And I Think It Was The Song From The End Of Napoleon Dynamite...

Just heard a really cool song on a website and looked it up on the internet. See Musical Quote of the Day for more details.

Anyway, things in the realm of Kat are...as before. My mother took me shopping today, I got some pretty nifty stuff, including a Hello Kitty bag. Oh yes, it rocks. And some cool shirts and a new skirt and a ring and an ice cream from the Marble Slab Creamery and some hair stuff. It was a pretty bitchin' day. Except now it is snowing so tomorrow will be unpleasant and cold. Well, actually, I like the cold, it's refreshing, but I can't wear the shoes I was going to wear tomorrow. Damn it all.

And you know, on the scale of things, it doesn't even matter. I really don't like this, I really don't like it at all. But I have no choice but to deal with it and try and contain my anger and sadness and just get on with my life. Yeah. I know for a fact that in time I will look back on this blog, and wonder what I was thinking. Except for the time being I'm still trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I don't believe it's nothing. This has happened three times now and I can't stand it. Either someone is going to tell me, or heads will roll. Because I am getting severely pissed off.

Sorry about that. *breathes*

Musical Quote of the Day

"I'm sorry but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me
I promise you, I promise you"

-When in Rome CD: When in Rome Track: I have no clue, I just got my information from a website Title: The Promise