I HAVE NOT HAD THREE SECONDS TO SPARE ALL WEEK!!!
Oh my God!!! I am so busy I do not have time to even breath. I am so stressed. A girl in the art room said that stress was going to kill me, and I replied "I don't have time to die, otherwise I would!!!" I wolfed down my lunch and felt ill so that I could get to Mrs Strome's room on time to do my project, but Mrs Strome didn't show up! I could have cried.
I did have a bit of calm in the eye of the storm. Just walked with Tyler to the buses. Didn't do much...just walked. I wanted to walk to the bus forever.
And now I have to go babysit. Fan-freaking-tastic!

I just read Val's blog, and I'd like to add something.
Val said she missed walking to the 7-11 at lunch and eating watermelon at Sarah's dad's apartment across the street. I too miss those summer days wherein I payed off my emotional debt by buying my friends food almost everyday, but Val made a mistake. She said she missed eating the watermelon, when I think she means she misses yelling at me because I ate most of the watermelon and their scraps. I love watermelon. It has to be my favourite fruit!!!
The snow is very pretty...It makes me want to fall asleep and dream of beautiful things and beautiful people...eating watermelon!

Have I ever been depressed and happy at the same time?
Yes.
And I care that he is too...

*Wakes up* Gwaii? Sorry...just thinking about someone. Anyway. I was kind of annoyed with Mrs Strome today. See, I wanted this one solo/small group part in this song we're singing at Kiwanis and at graduation, but she gave it to four other girls. I was happy, because three of them were my friends, but I wanted to sing that part because I have some friends who are graduating and I'd like to sing that little bit, it means a lot to me. I did hoewever get a part in the small group of "O Lovely Peace", a pretty song from the Baroque period and I like my part.
I got a note today. It is now officially one of my prized possesions. I mean, I'm fairly materialistic, but no more than other people. Just that bit of paper with a few scrawled words and ended with "X O X O" made me smile.
Which is good, because gym was HELL!!!
And I missed Clone High last night...I always miss that episode with Mandy Moore.
It's snowing...how pretty...

Stupid phone dies on me last night...how the Hell am I supposed to call certain *someones* if my phone is dead?!? That's what I'd like to know!!!
Anyway, Edmonton was fun. The best part was talking about Jesus. Well...not so much talking as screaming "Sweet Jesus!" when a giant wave hit us in the pool. Then on the way home, we played 20 questions. Some of the answers were ham sandwich, Tima, Nazis, bromide, venus fly trap, and Jesus...but not Joseph. Fucker.
And I mean nerdy ugly Joseph from art, not the foster father of Jesus. Gotta love Joseph da shepard.
Come on...I want it to be 6 o'clock already!!! Come on come on come on!!!