Hmmm.

I know I have not blogged in some time. But I've had a lot of things going on. Drama, choir, stupid family. I haven't seen/spoken to my mother in two days. It's fine by me if she wants to pretend I don't exist. Less nagging from her. Fuck, sometimes I just don't think I can take it.
Anyway, there really isn't much to talk about, I guess. My dad has a phone now so I can call him, but the problem is timing, what with him being 7 hours ahead of me and my not wanting to call him in the middle of the night so that he can answer the phone at 7:00 am his time. Damn it, why didn't he just stay the hell here? DAMN IT!
I'm pretty much just a ball of angst right now, and I apologize. I can't help it if my mother is mad at me for no fucking reason and ignoring my very existance, or that my sister is being bitchy. I also can't help the fact that I am shedding my endometrial lining. Fucking uterus...I hate you, so very much. So very very much.
Guys, if I ran away, do you think anyone would notice?

Musical Quote of the Day

"I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone

And everyone thinks I'm so strong darlin'
Living this life alone
But don't you think that I could belong to somebody
Fill this empty hole?

I don't want it
I don't need it
I think I feel it again
Yeah

I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone

And everybody thinks it's so easy for me
With feelings never change
But try to live in search of a reason baby
To start a brand new day

Don't wanna think about it
I got myself
Don't wanna feel it again
Yeah

I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone"

-Prozzak Title: I Wanna Be Loved
I think those are the words...I think...most of them are right, in any case.

Six Hours...

So much World of Warcraft...ow...
But still, t'was awesome. Moonvale and Kelic, the master team in snazzy robes. Yup.
Um, I don't really know what else to talk about. I have a big bio assignment due on Monday, so that's what I am devoting my Sunday to. Possibly with breaks for eating and bathroomness. Possibly.
I'm lucky, you know. I mean, in the end.

Musical Quote of the Day

"They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway

Your voice is small and fading
And you're hinding here unknown
And your mother loves your father
'Cause she's got nowhere to go
And she wonders where these dreams go
'Cause the world got in her way
What's the point in never trying
Nothing's changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway
And you know I see right through you
'Cause the world gets in your way
What's the point in all this screaming
You're not listening anyway"

-Goo Goo Dolls Title: Acoustic #3