WOW!!!

Holy friggon crap! I am so friggon happy! That's right. Friggon.
I AM IN UR BASE! I AM KILLING UR MANS! Oh, Mac Hall, you make me smile.
It was truly a special evening. I can't remember the last time I felt like this, probably because I never have. About anything, or anyone, ever. When I'm locked in those little moments, I don't have to worry about anything in my life...I don't have to worry about my dad leaving, or my mom being "slightly" psychotic (the way WWII was "slightly" tragic), or my horrible job, or my lack of money, or the way I've been hurt before, or fear or sadness or fatigue or hunger or anger...the only thing I have to worry about is that it's all just a wonderful, beautiful dream. But then he pokes me and laughs, and I know it's not. And it just feels....good.
I know it's all just ever so sappy, but y'all are just gonna hafta deal with it, kay?

Musical Quote of the Day (There are four...just because there are)

"Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty

And it won't take long to burn
All eyes on me
Through the nothing that you've learned
All eyes on me"

-Goo Goo Dolls Title: All Eyes On Me

"Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know
You know I love you so
You know I love you so"

- Cold Play Title: Yellow

"And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things I'd like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall"

-Oasis Title: Wonderwall

"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breather is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

-Goo Goo Dolls Title: Iris

Ti-red...

But happy.
Yup, today was much better than yesterday.
Frick I'm so damn tired. But in the content sort of way. Tonight was great. And fun, and I just had such a lovely time. I could go on about it here on my faithful blog, but I won't because I am too tired and also to blog about the way I feel would hardly do it justice.

Musical Quote of the Day

"There's a feeling I get when I look to the West
And my spirit is crying for leaving
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees
And the voices of those who stand looking
Oh and it makes me wonder
Oh it really makes me wonder"

- Led Zeppelin Title: Stairway to Heaven

Perfect Dandelions

Like the ones yesterday, that blew up and away into the sky. Why can't everything be perfect dandelions?
Sorry, today was a crappy day. Tomorrow is looking much better, though. Much.

Musical Quote of the Day

"So lately
Been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone
You'll need love
To light the shadows on your face"

-The Calling Title: Wherever You Will Go

Monday, Monday, Monday

Shortly to become a Tuesday. Hoorah.
I went to the Superstore to return the key and get my glasses made. They'll be ready by the weekend, hopefully.
Halloween this way comes. . .muahahahahahahhHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA!
Yup, I'm rambling. Probably because math homework has turned my brain to mush. Amongst other things.

Guys!

I had my first party! And nothing went wrong! It was soooo much fun! Just me and four friends, hanging out, drinking. I fell down the stairs and played Twister and we did cartwheels in the backyard and watched X-Men and just generally had a great time. This morning we had toast and scrambled eggs (that Ryan made) and played Jenga and all was well. Kari called in sick to work. We went to Prairie Winds park, and out for dinner, and I am just so happy!
There's something I need to do...but I can't remember what it is...I hate when that happens.

Musical Quote of the Day

"The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
And all of the above"

-Incubus Title: Sick Sad Little World