Um

Nothing really to report, today. Didn't go camping due to shitty weather. My feet are cold.

The countdown to my birthday continueth: 24

Musical Quote of the Day

"Have you no shame
Don't you see me?"

-Evanescence CD: Fallen Angel Track: 2 Title: Everybody's Fool

Must resist...sleep...

Garrrrr!
Anyway, Rene is back, and I am so happy. I really want to get together with him, but my weekend is booked and no doubt he is tired. I have a camping trip this weekend, and beautiful trip to Edmonton is looming on the horizon. Seriously. I hate Edmonton, because it just seems kind of...unclean, but DAMN I like the mall. It has everything! It has a ROLLERCOASTER! And a POOL! With a slide called "Nessie"! Are we getting the connection here, people? *waves pinkie finger* And a Build-A-Bear kiosk! I know there is one in the Chinook mall, but I've never been to it. Plus there is the replica of the..Santa Maria, I believe? Anyway, that ship, and there are the submarines (our navy) and there used to be dolphins, before they realized "Hey, maybe the reasons the dolphins are sick, unhappy, and dying is because they live in a pool in a mall." And there's that whale statue! That you can go inside! And the ice rink! And all the shops! And the food court! And the ROLLERCOASTER! And those crazy trampoline things! And the rock climbing wall! AND THE ROLLERCOASTER!!!!
And my aunt lives there. With her dogs.

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Musical Quote of the Day

"'Cause Albertaaaaaaaaaaaaaa doesn't suck!"

-Arrogant Worms CD: Dirt (I think) Track: ? Title: Ontario sucks.
Dave is probably glaring at me now. But I like that song. And I've never been to Ontario, so I'll just believe what comical minstrels tell me to believe. And Dave, you have to admit that the Canadian Shield is boring. We discussed this, and I know because I did a project on it in 9th grade. Oh look, another bog.

Before the day is out...

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I can't think of a Musical Quote of the Day. I'm too sleepy and grumpy.

A little bit of normality.

Went out for the day, and had a lovely time. I got that musical panda I wanted, and a fan for my wall, and you can have your name written in Japanese for free, so I did. How cool.
In other news, I have little money left. Damn, I should definately attempt to earn some. Arrgh, why aren't things free?

The countdown to my birthday continueth: 27

Musical Quote of the Day

"No more heartsickness
Love and happiness"

-Froggy Mix CD: No Naggin' Track: 2 Title: Beautiful world

A Spoonful of Sugar Helps the Medicine Go Down

Or so I'm told by Mary Poppins. Who rather frightens me.
Anyway, today was meh, and tomorrow should be better.

The countdown to my birthday continueth: 28

Musical Quote of the Day

"Where the land meets the sea
She'll be smiling so sweetly now
I hope that she'll be here much longer than I will
My heart loves her with every beat now"

-Simply Red CD: Home Track: 1 Title: Home

Just when I thought everything was okay

God decides to put a ditch in my paved road. Sometimes religious deities are such jerks.
Anyway, so apart from being extremely upset and worried, things are well...okay, there is nothing but fear. Dammit dammit dammit! God, why can't you leave me alone? I want to be worried about normal teenage things, like what I'm going to wear each day, how I will style my hair, the boy I have a crush on, getting good grades, my upcoming 17th birthday. Now I have to worry myself sick, lose sleep, and not eat anything. It's a good thing I came to Dad's today, because he made sure I had something half decent for dinner, even though I was nowhere near hungry.
And, to top it all off, I am not at all looking forward to my birthday. I don't want a party, presents or a cake. For many reasons.

The countdown to my birthday continueth, but without anticipation or excitement: 29

Musical Quote of the Day

"Gotta get away from here"

-Five for Fighting CD: The Battle for Everything Track: 1 Title: NYC Weather Report

Does feeling this way make me a bad person, or just honest?

I suppose being the way I am shows that I am in tune with myself. Hooray for me.
Yes, I'd just like to take this time to explain something: Okay, guys? Are you all listening? Good. You all know I have a super strong, rather unfounded fear of the dark and ghosts. It's a fear none the less. So, when it's dark, don't tell me scary shit about ghosts. And if, I say "Let's talk about something else," then lets talk about something else, so I don't have to sit there with my fingers in my ears. And then, should you bring something up, as we sit there in the dark shortly after changing the topic, and I say "Whatever it is, don't say it," for the Holy love of God, don't. Say. It. And should you choose not to heed my warning, you should expect to be snapped at. I'm tired of laying in my bed at night thinking some ghoulish figure is looming in the dark hallway or outside my window. Please and thankyou.

Anyway, in other, happier news, Poe doesn't hate me anymore. Huzzah! And Kari has a totally cute stuffed panda that I tried to steal. Hmmph. Curse her and her ability to see. Awww...love...
Well, I don't really have anything else to talk about right now, but I'll probably be on later to blog about crazy random shit once more. Toodaloo!

The countdown to my birthday continueth: 30

Musical Quote of the Day

"Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame"

-Phil Collins CD: Brother Bear soundtrack Track: 4 Title: No Way Out
Did I do this one already? I think I may have done. Oh well, I really like that movie. And I cried really hard at the sad bit last night. And then I started to laugh at my own stupidity. *sniff*