Who Cares?

I'm not too bothered about anything today. I sometimes get a bit down, but I just need to focus on the good stuff. It's all about perspective. I mean, who cares that my dad forgot to pick me up, or that a group of girls I've never met and never will again at Whitehorn yelled "skank" and "whore" as I walked by? Not me! They can all eat my ass. I have everything I need to be happy. Sometimes I get upset with my mom, or dad, or lack of money, or whatever. But then I look at it again. I have a mom, I have a dad, I have some money, and I have a good life. I have Kevin, and Kari, and Evan, and lots of people who love me just the way I am.
What I don't have is an actual dinner. And potato chip dinners make me sad. And fat.

Musical Quote of the Day

"To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
to listen to the voice that told me
Always love
Hate will get you every time
Always love
Don’t wait till the finish line"

-Nada Surf Title: Always Love

Well, at least I looked cute today...

Things are sort of off today, but at least I had nice clean hair and a cute outfit. Sometimes, even when you're having a weird day, it's comforting to know you look good. Which was extra nice after yesterday. Call me superficial, if you must.
Well. that's pretty much all I have to say today. A bit boring, I know, but it's better than me rambling on about some not-so-happy stuff. It's been a bit of a sad two days really...nothing to worry about really. Just the usual insane family stuff...my insane mother, my bossy sister, my dad and stepmom leaving and in the meantime annoying the living daylights out of me, and the fact that I'm feeling.....uh.....hormonal...in the sense of being pretty pissy, and my heart is sad for Kari and Harry Potter alike. And it's just a little upsetting, that something I had hoped would work out hasn't worked out at all. Sometimes I just feel a little...I don't know...confined by my absurd family situation. But I think about running away to the Wonder House a lot. I just want all of us to be happy. Not that I'm not happy. How can I not be filled with joy, knowing that the most amazing person on the planet is in love with me? But I just wish everyone could be happy. And when they're not, and I can't think of anything I can do to help, it hurts a little. That's all.
I think all I need to get over this little emotional slump is to just have a really fantastical day! I'll have one tomorrow...and Thursday...and Friday!

Musical Quote of the Day

"A city of faces
That never look back
Where doors never open
And eyes never meet
Someone behind me
Was tracing my steps
As I ran
Through the fog
Down a cobblestone street

In a city of crossroads
That never leave home
Where secrets unravel
And fates intertwine
Someone was calling my name
In the night
As I ran
From a voice
That was echoing mine

The farther you run
The more you recall
The loss of your innocence
After the fall"

-October Project Title: After the Fall

Did You See The Sunset?

It was beautiful this evening. I took a picture of it with my phone from the train window. It was amazing. Sunsets happen everyday, but every now and then there is a spectacular one that looks like every ethereal being got together and collaborated to paint a beautiful picture in the sky, over the mountains that I love so dear.
In other news, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is THE most amazing movie in existance! I very nearly cried!!! It was so HAWT! And so sad...*sniff*

Musical Quote of the Day (because I'm in a mushy mood tonight

"I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning
Yeah

And I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish
Send it to Heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure
In the certainty
For we're surround
By the comfort
And protection
Of the highest powers
And lonely hours
And tears devour you

And I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be you fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me"

-Savage Garden Tile: Truly Madly Deeply
I'd forgotten how much I love this song.