Arms Wide Open

Waiting for you...
Anyway, there is not much to talk about...I have to finish something that is definitely not a present for Kari before choir rehearsal tomorrow.
I'm very tired, as usual.
I dunno...maybe I sound like a broken record, but I can't help it if all I think about today is the night. And I don't care. I'm damn happy, and everyone is gonna hear about it. Multiple times.

Musical Quote of the Day

"In better days I've been known to listen
I go to waste all my time is missing
I'm mapping out my ending
It's never gonna happen now
These things are condescending
With everybody backing down

You pray to stars that can help you get by
And all at once you forget to try
I'd go there if you let me
They're never gonna find me now
My life is always empty a
And in and out of doubt

Your not coming back for me
These things they will never be
I'm so used to being wrong
So put me where I belong

I'll get back to you
God knows I try
But I still lose
And I get back to you
These days run by
But I still lose

Angels say they can make you suffer
They give and take like a vicious lover
When all this loses meaning
You'll never want it back somehow
Awake but still I'm dreaming
And never waking up"

-Never Ending White Lights Title: The Grace
Even though this song is sad, it makes me think of all those thousands of moments we have spent together, and how many more are to come, and it makes my heart glad.

Tired.

Damn tired. I apologize, but I am so tired I could kill someone. Also, I dislike it when I work my ass off at rehearsal, have loads of energy (which is now completely depleted) but everyone else is in a fucking bad mood so apparently the rehearsal was "pathetic" even though it is so not because of me! Rarrr! Oh well...at least I get to sit on the wagon. Except there is hay in it and I trod on a bolt.
But all I gots to do is sit there.
And talk.
And get hay in my butt.
I PWNED JOEL AT TACKLE DUCK-DUCK-GOOSE!
Sleepy time.