You know what is a great word? Swashbuckling.
You know what is a bad word? Sadness.
You know what is normal? This content feeling.
You know what is weird? I got up at 10:30 today.
You know what is fun? Playing on swings.
You know what is not fun? Math class.
You know what is a good song? Sunny Day by the Abandoned Pools.
You know what is a bad song? Anything by the BeeJees.
You know what is delightful? Cherry cheesecake with whipped cream.
You know what is disgusting? That flesh eating disease I just saw on TV...icky.
You know what is yummy? Sushi.
You know what is gross? Eggplant
You know what is a great colour? Purple.
You know what is a terrible colour? Pink
You know what is funny? "It is unforgivable...unforgivable...UNFORGIVABLE!"
You know what is not funny? When people cry at night.
You know what is relaxing? Sleeping in a patch of sunshine.
You know what is stressful? Finding money.
You know what is heart warming? That special someone.
You know what is heart breaking? Someone leaving.
You know what is a cool hobby? Making friendship bracelets.
You know what is a strange hobby? Clipping your cats nails.
You know what is a wonderful feeling? Warmth.
You know what is a terrible feeling? Pain.
You know what is a feeling I am having right now? .....Nope.

This song makes me cry, in the good way. It makes me want to sing it loudly when we step into the new house and just hug my family and tell them I'm proud of them and I love them so so so so so much. It's perfect, because when my dad left, my mother and my sister and myself had to completely start over, and give up everything. Our dog, our house, or pride, and now we're getting it all back. It feels like there is a light on the horizon that is brighter than ever! Forgive me for my corniness, but I guess that not many people have felt like this, and if you have, doesn't it feel.....wonderful?

Always Know Where You Are

It's good to see the sun and feel this place,
This place I never thought would feel like home.
And I ran forever, far away,
I always thought I'd end up here alone.
Somehow the world has changed,
And I've come home,
To give you back the things they took from you.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone,
I'll always know where you are!
When I see myself,
I'll always know where you are!
Where you are...
And I found something that was always there,
Sometimes its gotta hurt before you feel it.
But now I'm strong and I won't kneel,
Except to thank who is watching over me.
And somehow I feel so strong,
And I've begun,
To be the one I'd never thought I'd be.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone,
I'll always know where you are!
When I see myself,
I'll always know where you are!
Where you are...
Now,
It's all so clear,
And I believe,
That everythings been up and up to me.
And I feel you now,
I'm not alone,
I'll always know,
I'll always know where you are!
When I see myself,
I'll always know where you are!
When I feel the sun,
I'll always know where you are!
When I see myself,
I'll always know where you are!
Where you are!
~BBMak

Wooo...woo....woooooooo
Well, I found a lot of cayuute hats! I put them all in a basket. It is my hat basket. I named it Clarence. Clarence the Hat Basket.

I am quite tired. I am a little sunburnt, so I guess my lathargicness is due to that. But nevermind that.
I had an odd dream last night. And not a very pleasant one. It was about my new house...Meagan was in the room I have claimed as mine, and she had a hat rack with all my hats on it. I wanted to get into my room so I could tell Meagan, who was standing at the window laughing, to get her stuff out because I had dibbs on this room. But all her stuff was unpacked, and when I tried to step through the doorframe, my cat got in the way. It was weird. But I know in real life I will get the room I want. Because I will curse my sister if she sets foot in there. Muahahahahaha.
I will call some people and demand they come swimming with me sometime this week.

Arrgh! They totally stole that title! That stupid new "reality show" about gay romance is coming, called "Boy meets Boy", which is so stolen from BmB online comic! SUE, SANDRA DELETE! SUE!

Cupcake mix is yummy, whether baked or still in its delicious half liquid form...
My poor kitties...they're dying from the heat. I'm glad I don't have a fur coat. I really want to shave them. Except not.
I want to go swimming. Hooray.
Whoa...that chocolate chip tasted yummy!
I also need to get my SIN...I think Greed or Sloth would be best...but Pride would do nicely...
Now I must do some commisioned art. It's so cool. I'm on commision!

No Paticular Mood.

Nope...today is an empty day. Sun shining, house boiling-I can't find the fan-chores to be done. I wish the new house was ready now.

Squishy Face!

Leg pain. Heart happy.
The financing went through! This means that we are for sure moving! Huzzah!
When I see myself
I'll always know where you are
~BBMak, Treasure Planet theme.
This makes me extremely happy, as one can imagine. I am joyous. Even though today on the river was tiring and annoying and hot and early, but oh well.
I just...this song is the embodiment of what I am feeling.

And now for a story.

Back in the time when the sea was swift and its crests were high, and the trees were still strong and tall and healthy, their was a strange creature. The creature was the only one of its kind, and in fact, it truly believed that it was the only creature under the brilliant sun. This made the creature ugly, nervous, and odd. It would twitch and snarl at nothing. Everything scared it, from the slightest ruffling of a new leaf, to the violent crashing of thunder as it pounded overhead. The creature would attack bits of cotton or petals floating on the air. It was scared to leave the home it had made in the forest. An odd being indeed.
One day the creature was attacking a small rock, when the rock tumbled over a small cliff onto the sandy shore below. The being did not pay attention to where it was going, and followed its prey over the ledge and scrambled over the beach. It looked up, muttering to itself, growling and griping. It was only a short distance from the ocean. For once, the creature was not suspicious. It was curious. It inched forward. The ocean made a sound the thing had never heard before. The breeze whipped its scraggly black fur that covered its hunched form. It was different from the wind in the forest, which was warm, and scented like soil. This brisk air had the taste of salt and sounded like a deafening, pleasant roar. The creature was enticed and allured. It glanced around warily, checking for another species that might attempt to steal its new treasure. A lifetime in isolation made it fume at the thought of something apart from itself. As it scanned the horizon, it saw a small pool full of calm still water. The creature lumbered over to it, leaving its tracks in the sand. It sat next to the pool, and quivered. Dare it look into the depths? It sat there for hours. It didn't even move so it could growl at the stars, as usual. Finally, as the sun crept slowly over the horizon, it looked into the pool. The pool was shallow now, as the tide was out, but the creature could still see its reflection shimmering in the weak sunlight.
The creature made no sound. It was frightened and angry as it gazed with wild eyes at this new form in its realm. The creature fell in to attack, but as it did, a huge wave came crashing down over it and drowned the hideous creature.

The end.

Hooray for odd stories. Boo for broken toe. Boo.

I think I have a broken toe. I mean, I can walk and stuff, but should the nail be turning black and yellow and blue? I thought not.
Today was fun, but the evening did not impress me much. Oh, not Shakespeare in the Park. That was great. Wet birthday hugs for everyone. But sitting here now I feel I didn't really accomplish much. Oh well. I have a lifetime to accomplish things. Tomorrow I will accomplish being a cranky-pants because my dad is picking me up so early in the morning. So very very early. 8:30 AM is a time for morning larks, not slugs like me.
My hip hurts so much, and I blame Anthony. If you hadn't brought me the delicious chocolate, I wouldn't have slipped on the hill trying to hug you. And then you tackled me. You bastard. With the love.
Have the happiest of birthdays, Keeler. You deserved that wet cold hug.

Don't you think it is so hilarious when people are really...immodest? I mean, really? Anthony, you know what I am talking about.
It makes me want to yell in their faces, but at the same time, have an enormous grin as I shout, because you are finally telling them what they don't want to hear or what they know and are ignoring, and it feels so good! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay, what else is there to talk/type about?
Um...nothing except that life is good. Not great, but really really good. For all you miserable people out there, I feel sorry for you. But that is your stupid problem. Not mine. The only problem I have is getting Poe to hold still enough so I can Squishy Face him. Poor cat...poor poor cat. SQUISHY!!!

Tomorrow will be a lark. I will make myself pretty. Hooray. Although after the mascara incident today-Anthony-I will avoid touching my face. It might be warm and sweaty. Eeew.
And Anthony, I'm sorry, but your face is impossible to put make-up on. I mean, I'm no make-up artist, I hate the stuff, but I know a few facts. And no. No.

Happy Birthday to Keeler. Don't choke on happy birthday cake!

Well, today was enjoyable. Anthony woke me up. I was very squinty.

Val, normally, this is where I "RIP YOUR EMPTY HEAD FROM YOUR PATHETIC BODY AND STAMP IT INTO THE GROUND", but because you said "butter-hut" I will forgive you.

You know you have a love problem when you're scetching in your book, drawing someone you really like but can only be with in your dreams...then, it's like your body is working but your brain is sitting watching, going; "What the fuck are you up to?". You find yourself leaning forward, almost touching the paper with your lips, but just before you feel its grainy texture, your brain kicks in and instead of kissing it, you just put your forehead on the page and cry into the early hours of the morning. The entire day passes, and you think nothing of it, but you know, deep inside, that you will be doing the same thing tonight.
But it gives one hope. Love is alive. I love love.

When we talk, I feel good.

Another sunny day

That's another good song by the Abandoned Pools. Thank God for finally obtaining Kazza so I can download and share files of pirated music. Arrgh, pirating ahoy!
Tomorrow will be fun-tacular. Emily/Anthony, you must ring the doorbell a lot, because I will still be sleeping when you arrive, and thusly, it is up to you to wake me up. I entrust you with this task. Serve me well. Ignore the vibrantly orange Hello Kitty nightshirt.
Little Miss Bootsie, I will avenge you.
SQUISHY FACE!

He's going the distance...
He's going for speed...
She's all alone...
~Cake; The Distance

We built this city...
We built this city on rock and roll!

What a fantastic song. I love it to mucho deatho. Yeah. I don't speak Spanish.
Okay, today was...okay. Nothing good, nothing bad, but tomorrow will be tremendous. My mother and myself are going to sign for the house. IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING! It's very...great.

Marconi plays the mamba...
Listen to the radio...
Don't you remember?
We built this city....
Oh, we built this city on rock and roll!

Man...I am going to go into my closet(s) and organize outfits. Cayuute outfits! Like, my blue Pokemon t-shirt and my brown plaid skirt...and my giant silk shirt with jean capris...oh, and my red tunic thingy! Whoohoo!
I blame this on the Cardcaptor Sakura movie. They wear such adorable clothes! Like, huge hats and chinese dresses. Myuuuuuuu!
Anthony, I need chocolate. I NEED it.

Somehow, Lemon Poppyseed, you make it all better.