As Black Adder once said...

"MY LIFE IS STREWN WITH COWPATS FROM THE DEVIL'S OWN SATANIC HERD!"
There, I feel much better now. Stupid stupid everything. It makes me so angry about this summer school business. Plus on Monday I have to go and do my social insurance, which means I have to go and find some Canadian identification. Because you know, every 16 year old girl who walks in the door wanting a SIN is an illegal immigrant and must be examined within an inch of her life.
Sorry. I'm in a foul mood. It's absolutely wretched. I'll go now.

I officially hate summer school, and it hasn't even begun.

I wish I was smart enough so I wouldn't have to do this bullcrap, but unforetunately my brain is both small and weak. God damn it. WHY WHY WHY CAN'T I REGISTER ONLINE?!

Sad Dream

I woke up today after having a very sad dream, which is never fun. I feel rather sick today, and I don't plan on leaving the house. Well, if you'll excuse me, piano isn't learning itself.

The Stuffed Animal Army

1. Little Lita the doll (female)
2. Sour Kraut Sheep the sheep (male)
3. Ladybug the bumblebee (male)
4. Gordon the bear (male)
5. Snip the siamese cat (female)
6. Schweetheart the orangutan (male)
7. Big Bubba the rabbit (male)
8. Pearl the cat (female)
9. Blizzard the white tiger (female)
10. Peace the bear (male)
11. Poopsie the bear (male)
12. Iggy the chamelion (male)
13. Grape the dog (male)
14. Beak the kiwi bird (female)
15. Ruby-Ears the rabbit (female)
16. Sly the fox (male)
17. Bobo Jr the bear (male)
18. Doogle the cow (male)
19. Chloe the dog (mother of 5)
20. James the puppy (male puppy #1)
21. Thomas the puppy (male puppy #2)
22. Teresa the puppy (female puppy #3)
23. Mary the puppy (female puppy #4)
24. Sarah the puppy (female puppy #5)
25. Sammy the bear (male)
26. Jaqueline the kangaroo (female)
27. Scrubbie the turtle (male)
28. Lucky the dalmation (male)
29. Sahara the lion (male)
30. Conjoined Twin Dolphin the dolphins (male and female)
31. Piere the Canadian bear (male)
32. Swoop the Pterodactyl (male)
33. Goochy the jellyfish (male)
34. Grace the rabbit (female)
35. Millenium the 2000 bear (male)
36. Tracker the basset hound (male)
37. Hairy the tarantula (male)
38. Harry the bear (male)
39. Mystic the unicorn (female)
40. Puffer the puffin (female)
41. Paul the walrus (male)
42. Groovy the bear (male)
43. Ewey the lamb (female)
44. Schweetheart Jr the orangutan (male)
45. Gizmo the lemur (male)
46. Spunky the cocker spaniel (male)
47. Hippie the rabbit (male)
48. Ants the anteater (male)
49. Congo the gorilla (male)
50. Chip the calico cat (female)
51. Valentina the bear (female)
52. Pouch the kangaroo (female)
53. Pugsley the pug (male)
54. India the tiger (female)
55. Flutter the butterfly (female)
56. Fortune the panda (male)
57. Knuckles the pig (female)
58. Loosey the Canadian goose (female)
59. Swirly the snail (male)
60. 2000 Holiday Teddy the bear (male)
61. Pellet the hampster (male)
62. Fuzzy the bear (male)
63. Neon the seahorse (female)
64. Morrie the eel (male)
65. Batty the bat (male)
66. Ariel the bear (female)
67. Stretch the ostrich (female)
68. Cheezer the mouse (male)
69. Erin the Irish bear (female)
70. Tiptoe the rat (male)
71. Rafaella the fairy bear (female)
72. Mei Li the Chinese bear (female)
73. Radcliffe the racoon (male)
74. Carmella the bear (female)
75. Ramsey the goat (male)
76. Marigold the bear (female)
77. Blush the rabbit (female)
78. Fern the bear (male)
79. Suki the Japanese bear (female)
80. Merwyn the wizard bear (male)
81. Madison Moo Cow the cow (male)
82. Oinky the pig (male)
83. Sneaky the leopard (female)
84. Fifi the cat (female)
85. Caramel the rabbit (female)
86. Rat Mike the rat (male)
87. Val the bear (male)
88. Abu the gorilla (male)
89. Snoopy Jim the dog (male)
90. Hampton the dog (male)
91. Amber the cat (female)
92. Big Peter the bear (male)
93. Cadbury the rabbit (male)
94. Puffalump the unknown dog thingy (female)
95. Squirt the elephant (male)
96. Antlers the moose (male)
97. Barry the bear (male)
98. Marlog the unicorn (female)
99. Cfsial the pegasus (male)
100. Cushion the panda (male)
101. Sheriff Boo the Halloween cat (male)
102. Buzzy the bumblebee (male)
103. Fred the doll (male)
104. Buster the bear (male)
105. Daisette the Charleston bear (female)
106. Ham the pig (male)
107. Munkee the monkey (male)
108. Coco the clown (male)
109. DJ Yen the tiger (male)
110. Tri-Tri the bear (male)
111. Lily the bear (female)
112. Barnaby the cow (male)
113. Spotme the leopard (female)
114. Luvalot the bear (female)
115. Spike the hedgehog (male)
116. Sara the hedgehog (female)
117. Possum the bear (male)
118. Condo Plaid Bear the bear (male)
119. Tanaka the bear (male)
120. Tango the bear (female)
121. Orange the bear (female)
122. Green the bear (male)
123. Goblin the angel bear (female)
124. Russell the bear (male)
125. Daisy the horse (female)
126. Geldemore the hunkeycorn (female)
127. Raisin the cat (male)
128. Mimi the rabbit (female)
129. Marcey the bear (female)
130. Zoo the lion (male)
131. Caffiene the lion (male)
132. Apocalypse the angel bear (female)
133. Mischief the monkey (male)
134. Katie the bear (female)
135. Barkles the husky (male)
136. Murphy the elephant (male)
137. Jalepino the turkey AKA Gobbles the retarded turkey (male)
138. Daffodil the rabbit (male)
139. Llama-Llama the llama (male)
140. Baby Butch the cat (female)
141. Cloverleaf the dog (female)
142. Hops the dog (male)
143. Ellie the dog (female)
144. Chirpy the chick (male)
145. Biscuit the dog (male)
146. Squawk the parrot (female)
147. Lance the fly (male)
148. Rudolph the reindeer (male)
149. Mary-Anne the bear (female)
150. Lilac the bear (female)
151. Patty the platypus (female)
152. Charlie the bear (male)
153. Rocky the cat (male)
154. Horror the cat (male)
155. Stig the stegosaurus (male)
156. Chrissy the Christmas bear (female)
157. Colin the catipllar (male)
158. Clover the cow (male)
159. Comrade Radish the bear (male)
160. Pebble the bear (male)
161. Pebbles the bear (male)
162. Share Bear the Care Bear (female)
163. Penelope the dog (female and is nearly 45 years old)
164. Algenon the doll (male)
165. Piggie Blood Sausage the pig (male)
166. Bumblebee the ladybug (female)
167. Nurse Gladys the dog (female)
168. Dr Ruff the dog (male)
169. Love Foo the bear (male)
170. Love Foo Jr the bear (male)
171. Simba the lion cub (male)
172. Sir Francis Griswald the III the pug (male)
173. Bernie the bear (male)
174. Chococat the cat (male)
175. Mewkyu the cat (female)
176. Custard the bear (male)
177. Redding the dog (female)
178. Chi the Chobit doll (female)
179. Pudding the Mew Mew doll (female)
180. Clarence the hedgehog (male)
181. Clara the hedgehog (male)
182. Prince the frog (male)
183. Truffler the pig (male)
184. Rossinante the horse (male)
185. Chocomoo the cow (male)
186. Velvet the dog (female)
187. Tinstal AKA Tinny the cat (male)
188. Panda Head the panda (male)
189. Schluppie the Shar Pei snubbie dog (female)
190. French Revolution Angel Hello Kitty the kitty (female)
191. Rock-a-bye the bear (male)
192. Ice Cream Angel Hello Kitty the kitty (female)
193. Elephant Hello Kitty the kitty (female)
194. Hot Chocolate the crocodile (male)
195. Jimey the bear (male)
196. Meyer the bear (male)
197. Ferny the bear (male)
198. Angus the bear (female)
199. Ku-Chan the bear (male)
200. Phillipe the bear (male)
201. Millar the bear (male)
202. Roger the bear (male)
203. Mustard the bear (male)
204. Eddie Monton the Edmonton bear (male)
205. Socks the bear (male)
206. Big Sarah the rabbit (female)
207. Hello Kitty Cuddly Head the kitty (female)
208. Catnip-Chan the cat (female)
209. Themba the lemur (male)
210. Bunners the rabbit (male)
211. Bamboo the panda (male)
212. Dawson the bear (male)
213. Heartbeat the bear (male)
214. Chilly the penguin (male)
215. Cheep the chick (male)
216. Romero the bear (male)
217. Lord Charles the bear (male)
218. Sophie the dog (female)
219. Iris the rabbit (female)
220. Violet the rabbit (female)
221. Killer the rabbit (male)
222. Blanco the horse (male)
223. Alice the doll (female)
224. Francis the doll (female)
225. Romeo the bear (male)
226. Moocowbaby the cow (male)
227. Flip the rabbit (male)
228. Flop the rabbit (male)
229. Sir Ducksworthy the chick (male)
230. Lord Chickensby the chick (male)
231. Comfy the giraffe (male)
232. Cozy the giraffe (male)

And that isn't all of them. There are some in the basement.

Sadness, like so many grains of sand...

Rene has gone back to Mexico for the summer, Freddie has gone back to South Africa never to return, and the grads are going to move on to bigger and better things. Even though we have all had our problems, I shall miss them all terribly. I made them promise to come back and visit us.

On a happier note, I finally got my stuff from Kelsey's place, which is a good thing. I am so glad Big Sarah is back, because I love her uber-much.

The party on Friday was fun. Vex is really yummy. I had a rather poetic thought, too.

Eyes still glazed and red from tears
Both happy and sad
The delicate flush of rose in the cheeks of teens
Drinking and laughing
A beautiful fire
Under the night sky with little shimmering stars
Dead ghosts of balls of gas burning millions of lightyears away
And still so wonderful
A park were I spent my childhood
Talking with a friend
Talking with many friends
Playing on the wires
Where as I child I fell and cut my lip
And had a nosebleed
And my blood stained the ice
Remembering the tears of pain
And the taste of life in my bleeding mouth
And realizing that such things are gone
And more is to come
Drinking and laughing
A beautiful fire
Sparkling stars and sparkling smiles
Millions of lightyears from now
Those eyes and smiles and soft pink cheeks
Full of alchohol
Will be dead ghosts burning
But still so wonderful

Dang, I should go and do my English assignments to hand in at the last minute by tomorrow. But instead, I am going to make a list of my stuffed animals.