God, I haven't heard this song in ages...

It's rather sad.


Second Musical Quote of the Day...because I damn well feel like it...

"Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
And it doesn't really matter
How time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

Staggered through these empty streets
Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me
Your confessions kept me warm
And I don't really miss you
I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I
And that beautiful goodbye

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye

And in these days of no regret
I keep mine to myself
And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else
And nothing lasts forever
But we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why
We let it pass us by

When I see you now
I wonder how
I could have watched you walk away
If I let you down
Please forgive me now
For that beautiful goodbye

Baby what can I do
Oh to get through to you
And sometimes I cry
It's a fool's lullaby
Sometimes I cry
It's just a fool's lullaby
Oh I

I'm dying inside"

-Amanda Marshall Title: Beautiful Goodbye

I know, I know, I've used this song before. But all those times before, I was mournful because I loved someone who broke my heart, and didn't love me back. But now it means something different. I have someone who I love more than anything, and I know he loves me. And yet, tomorrow I will have to walk away from his arms, through the airport gate, and try not to think too much about how much my heart hurts. It truly will be a beautiful goodbye. I hate goodbyes, no matter how beautiful they are.