I Don't Know What To Say...

I guess I'm just uber-tired. I have nothing to do. And tomorrow will be the first time in...four days for me to leave the house. I do not look forward to it with great anticipation, I can tell you that.
Anyway, I was kind of thinking about the past. About an old friend. If, indeed, they were a friend or not. From junior high. They seem to have forgotten about me completely. We used to be rather close. Maybe I should bridge the gap, and email her or something, but I mean, I don't really feel like it. What is in the past is better left there, on the empty ground were my junior high once stood, before it was obliterated into nothingness so that they could expand Crowchild Trail. The ghosts of my 11-14 year old self will haunt it, I'm sure.
Guys, I'm really rather happy. No, in fact, I'm great. Apart from my jaw, I feel fine, and I suppose it will be good for me to get outside tomorrow. I will be wearing a turtleneck, so I can pull it up over my swollen cheeks and glare at people. Glare!
There are things I can't say here. Because they're too personal. Good things, but secret things. Let's just say that I am jovial exactly where I am in my life right now. Well, mentally. Again, stupid painful face is driving me nuts!
I feel much better, can you tell?

Musical Quote of the Day

"Come with me
I'll take you now
To a place that you fear
For no reason why
Your heart has turned away from me
And I will make you
Understand

Everything will become clear to you
When you see things through
Another's eyes
Everything will become clear to you
Whatever's meant for you you will find

Come with me
I'll take you there
To a place where you'll see
Everything you need
To be the one you need to be
And all of those things
That you fear
Will disappear
From you
In time

Everything will become clear to you
When you see things through
Another's eyes
Everything will become clear to you
Whatever's meant for you
You will find"

-Phil Collins CD: Brother Bear soundtrack Track: 9 Title: Transformation

Yeah, I've done it before, but it's a fantabulous song, and I really hope that it applies to all of you. I hope I can help the someone I love more than anything find what's meant for them. I'll do my best.