First off, I want to express my SUPREME anger at the fact that my computer is an asshole. I've been sitting here, fustrated out of my mind, trying to figure out why I couldn't log on to MSN or the internet. I tried to log on to MSN for the past hour, and it kept saying I wasn't hooked up to the internet, although I clearly was. Then, after insane amounts of yelling, cursing, and hitting my computer, I discover it was a single faulty connection at the back of my modem. One wire is a tiny bit loose, and the whole damn computer gives it up. Man...I hate this shitty thing.
Anyway, I am mostly a Happy Possum because I am the proud new owner of Hello Kitty hair elastics and Valentines Day cards. Yes, Valentines Day is just a stupid Hallmark thing, another perfectly good holiday taken over by the greeting card companies, but DAMN she is so cayuute! I couldn't resist. I was going to write threatening messages on them but Hello Kitty's adorableness wouldn't allow me to do so. Sanrio controls my mind. I have already written them out, even though it is still January, but I'm one step ahead of the game! Like a few years ago when I gave my friends Easter presents sometime at the end of Febuary.
It's supposed to snow, which is both happy and sad. Happy, because snowing means skiing, and sad, because snowing means really fucking cold. But oh well.
Yayay! Chinese New Year! Year of the Monkey! I dunno. That just makes me happy. It's just really cool.
So tomorrow is the big day. I'm cooking. Oh dear God. I know I should be more confident in myself but based on past experiences, it's better not to raise my hopes. I will, however, make everything else perfect. I'm going to make the table look ever so nice, and even though my mother forbade it, I will probably have candles. Chances are, this will backfire and burn the house down, but with any luck, that will happen earlier, whilst I'm making rice. Okay, I'm really really nervous. I just want everything to go well. And I am, in fact, in a world of mathematical pain because of my recent math exam, so cut me some slack! I wanna be crazy!