Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Had...it...up...to...here...head...going...to...explode...can't...hold...in...fustration...must...release...anger...or...I...will...die...cannot...stand...it...anymore...
OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE SO DEPRESSING AND ANNOYING AND I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF FEELING LIKE THE ONLY PERSON ON THE GOD DAMN PLANET WHO ISN'T WHINING OR COMPLAINING CONSTANTLY AND BEING ALL "OH, MY LIFE SUCKS AND NO ONE LIKES ME" OR "I'M SO TORMENTED MY CHILD HOOD WAS AWFUL NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME I'M A LOOSER LONER PERSON WHO IS REALLY JUST TRYING TO GET ATTENTION" I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HAVE SEEN THINGS NONE OF YOU FUCKING MORONS HAVE EVER SEEN LIKE WHEN MY PARENTS SEPARATED AND MY MOTHER SCREAMED IN MY EIGHT YEAR OLD FACE "I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF AND I'M GOING TO MURDER YOU TWO AS WELL BECAUSE IF YOU WEREN'T BORN THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED" AND SHE WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN AND GRABBED A BIG ASS FUCKING KNIFE AND I HAD TO CLING TO HER ARM TO MAKE HER STOP SO DON'T WHINGE AND CRY TO ME ABOUT POOR CHILDHOODS OR SADNESS BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW SQUAT ABOUT IT GOD I HAVE BEEN UP TO MY NECK IN SHIT AND I STILL MANAGE TO MANTAIN A HAPPY OUTLOOK ON LIFE EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE BLOW ME OFF OR DON'T LIKE ME OR WHATEVER AND ALL YOU BASTARDS AND BITCHES ARE STILL GRIPING ON ABOUT YOURSELVES BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL A BUNCH OF SELFISH ANNOYING BRAINLESS SPINELESS DISGUSTING EXCUSES FOR HUMAN BEINGS SO FROM NOW ON I AM NOT GOING TO BE A SHOULDER TO CRY ON OR A GOOD FRIEND OR TRY TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD ABOUT THE WORLD I LOVE YOU CAN ALL FUCK OFF AND DIE AND IF I EVER HEAR ONE MORE COMPLAINT ABOUT SOMETHING COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY STUPID I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL RIP YOUR EMPTY HEAD FROM YOUR PATHETIC BODY AND STAMP IT INTO THE GROUND I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT A GOOD PERSON AND I HAVE BEEN KIND AND GENEROUS AND SUPPORTIVE AND PEOPLE STILL PUT ME SECOND OR IGNORE IT AND GO OFF TO MOAN ABOUT THEMSELVES SOME MORE OH MY GOD I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!

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