Argh. It makes me so mad.
Life is all around everyone, and they either wallow in hole, asking stupid questions like "Why am I here? What is the meaning of life? My mind is a metaphor." or they throw it all away. And what really annoys me is that when I hang around with people who don't seem to care about their education or whatever, and I feel like I'm out of the loop for actually giving a damn about what the future has in store. Ok, I don't wear black, with dark make-up under my eyes, or wear pink with frilly socks and a shirt from the GAP. Why should I have to feel like I need to look a certain way to hang with certain people? I don't want to hang out with girls who only talk about tripe and gossip, but if I try and make little conversation with them, they look at me as if I've got a third eye or something. And then, when I try and hang with some of my friends, it's like I am a prep just because I attend classes and don't smoke and wear clothes that are run of the mill, instead of being this "I don't care" kind of person. I do care. I do. And just because 17th ave isn't my favourite place in the world-although I heartily enjoy it in small doses-doesn't mean I don't have unique ideas and a commentary for my feelings. I'm had it up to my eyeballs with feeling two different ways around two different people. I'm tired of not being-emo, is it?-enough for some people, and being too weird for the rest. Screw you all. I wash my hands of you. Good ridance to you all.
Except you...you....and you. I like you.