Hmmm.

I know I have not blogged in some time. But I've had a lot of things going on. Drama, choir, stupid family. I haven't seen/spoken to my mother in two days. It's fine by me if she wants to pretend I don't exist. Less nagging from her. Fuck, sometimes I just don't think I can take it.
Anyway, there really isn't much to talk about, I guess. My dad has a phone now so I can call him, but the problem is timing, what with him being 7 hours ahead of me and my not wanting to call him in the middle of the night so that he can answer the phone at 7:00 am his time. Damn it, why didn't he just stay the hell here? DAMN IT!
I'm pretty much just a ball of angst right now, and I apologize. I can't help it if my mother is mad at me for no fucking reason and ignoring my very existance, or that my sister is being bitchy. I also can't help the fact that I am shedding my endometrial lining. Fucking uterus...I hate you, so very much. So very very much.
Guys, if I ran away, do you think anyone would notice?

Musical Quote of the Day

"I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone

And everyone thinks I'm so strong darlin'
Living this life alone
But don't you think that I could belong to somebody
Fill this empty hole?

I don't want it
I don't need it
I think I feel it again
Yeah

I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone

And everybody thinks it's so easy for me
With feelings never change
But try to live in search of a reason baby
To start a brand new day

Don't wanna think about it
I got myself
Don't wanna feel it again
Yeah

I wanna be loved
Just like everyone I know
I wanna be home
Tired of being so alone"

-Prozzak Title: I Wanna Be Loved
I think those are the words...I think...most of them are right, in any case.