We Have Now Resumed Normal Service

After a brief but strong panic attack at two in the morning and dreaming that a wasp flew into my ear (I could feel it) and generally hating existance I am back to normal. Ish. Damn, why is life so complicated sometimes? Oh well, it's this or death. Or religion.
Anyway, I'm off to Sunridge to hand out resumes so I can do a crappy job and hopefully not be a huge loser forever and ever. Which, apparently, I'd be very good at. Maybe I should start paying my Idiot Tax and join the lottery. If I won $42 million, I think, somehow, I'd get by.
Sorry for being odd. Just...it seems lately I spend a lot of my time missing people. I miss my mom's family, my dad's family, my dad and stepmom, my Japanese family, Kevin, his family, all of my pets who have died (like Amber the cat) and childhood in general.
I kinda thought about all this stuff on the plane. There weren't many clouds, so I could look down and see the summer mountains that separate August from September. Leaving the glimmering shores of Vancouver and landing in the yellow prairies of Calgary. Huh.

Musical Quote of the Day

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do"

-Hoobastank Title: The Reason