What...the...Hell...

Why is it that just when I think everything might actually be sorted out, everything gets turned upside-down, leaving me confused and slightly pissed off.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a bad mood. I mean, I, myself, apart from my bleeding reproductive organ, am good. I'm just a bit annoyed because I had figured all of the things I need to be in control of out, and now one tiny little thing has changed and I need to start all over again. Any of you would find that irritating, to be sure.
So, here is what is the matter. My sister gave me a sheet that had all possible shifts for me to work in the up coming weeks. I checked off the ones that I knew (or thought I knew) I could do. I discussed it with Kevin, because as much as I need to work, I want desperately to spend time with him too. We got it all sorted out and there was much rejoicing. But now, of course, it's all gone to shit. I get an email saying that the rehearsals for the tour choir in June are going to be on Thursdays, from 4:45 until 6:30. And most of the shifts I wanted to work are Thursdays. And it's frustrating because in order to go to Japan, I need to know the music and attend the rehearsal's, but I can't go if I can't pay for it and I need to work in order to pay for it! And somewhere in between singing my lungs out and worrying about money I'd actually like to spend some time with my boyfriend, is that too much to ask?
Apparently.

Musical Quote of the Day

"My life is brilliant

My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't lose her
I'll sleep all night
'Cause I've got a plan

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
It's true
I saw your face
In a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you"

-James Blunt Title: You're Beautiful