WOW!!!

Holy friggon crap! I am so friggon happy! That's right. Friggon.
I AM IN UR BASE! I AM KILLING UR MANS! Oh, Mac Hall, you make me smile.
It was truly a special evening. I can't remember the last time I felt like this, probably because I never have. About anything, or anyone, ever. When I'm locked in those little moments, I don't have to worry about anything in my life...I don't have to worry about my dad leaving, or my mom being "slightly" psychotic (the way WWII was "slightly" tragic), or my horrible job, or my lack of money, or the way I've been hurt before, or fear or sadness or fatigue or hunger or anger...the only thing I have to worry about is that it's all just a wonderful, beautiful dream. But then he pokes me and laughs, and I know it's not. And it just feels....good.
I know it's all just ever so sappy, but y'all are just gonna hafta deal with it, kay?

Musical Quote of the Day (There are four...just because there are)

"Daylight burns your sleepy eyes
It's hard to see you dreaming
You hide inside yourself
I wondered what you're thinking
And everything you're chasing
It seems to leave you empty

And it won't take long to burn
All eyes on me
Through the nothing that you've learned
All eyes on me"

-Goo Goo Dolls Title: All Eyes On Me

"Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know
You know I love you so
You know I love you so"

- Cold Play Title: Yellow

"And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things I'd like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall"

-Oasis Title: Wonderwall

"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to Heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breather is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

-Goo Goo Dolls Title: Iris