Okay...Here We Go...Commence Angry Teenage Sequence...

Seriously, this really sucks. I didn't get cast, what a surprise. I'm sorry, but I'm really tired of seeing the same people on stage each and ever semester. I want to be under those lights, in front of an audience, but instead I am banished to backstagedom.
Maybe it's just my teenage angst talking, but I feel like such a nobody. I'm not a real artist, my stuff keeps getting stolen, I've been rejected four times. You know, it's rather funny in an ironic sort of way...now the number of times I've auditioned and not been chosen matches the number of times I've had my heart broken in high school. Yay for me.
Where is the someone, the someone just for me? I just want to be on the stage.
You know, I'd like to be the better person here, and say I'm not pissed, but I am. So pissed off. Mostly at myself.
I feel like such a nobody.