Lazy Day

Yep, today was lazy. I had two classes this morning, and spares for the rest of the day, so I decided to come here, to my home, drop off my school stuff, and then go to choir. And the enourmous amounts of fun that await for me afterwards.
I am mixing another CD...it's weird. It's kinda like a Christmas/winter CD, but not necessarily music anyone else would find winter or Christmas-ey. Just music that makes me think of that enjoyable holiday season, and all the snow. Also, it's just music I like.
Eeeew...our mousepad is disgusting...I need to clean it at some point.
I hate math, so much. It makes no fucking sense. And Ms Halbauer is a crazy, crazy lady. Oh well...not long now until I never have to deal with her again.
I had two nightmares last night. Not "nightmares" in the sense of scary, but in the sense of me being very upset and crying a lot, but then I wake up, relieved that it was all just a dream. And they were both sort of related...the first was that for no reason at all, Mom decided we were going to move to that cabin in Montana, which actually does exist. Except in my dream it was a freaking MANSION, and my room was huge and everything. But I could not stop crying. I didn't want to move to Montana, to the states, where things are crazy and I didn't know anybody, and that I was far away from Kevin, and Kari, and everybody I loved. Then I saw them, and tried to tell them goodbye and I loved them, but then they were gone, and it was so depressing that when I woke up in my own bed, in Calgary, surrounded by stuffed animals, I could have sang for joy. But then I fell asleep again and dreamt that instead of my dad moving to Britain, he had moved to Australia, and again, I was very sad because I knew there was no way in hell I'd be able to see him there, which made me cry some more. I don't know why my nightmares are of people moving, but they were very unnerving. Maybe it's just because, selfish as it may seem, I don't want the people I love to leave me. But then again, I'm stupid that way.

Musical Quote of the Day

"This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to"

-Linkin Park Title: My Decemeber
Damn, that is a good song...