FUCKING SHITTING COCKING HELL!

YES, THAT IS MY ANGRY TITLE!!! DEAL WITH IT!
Kat is not in a good mood today folks. I'm so damn tired of crying. I'm crying right now. Not to say my day was completely bad. School was pretty good, and I'm fitting in very well at the Calgary Youth Choir, and....*drumroll please* WE'RE GOING TO JAPAN! Sooo happy about that.
But for the most part, my day completely sucked. I mean, everything was going okay, and then I had a huuuuge fight with my mom when she picked me up from school. Over something that had absolutely nothing to do with me. Go figure. Anyway, I got to work, got a reprimand from Debbitch (Debbie) because God forbid I miss work because I just got back from Britain and you fuckers changed my schedule around. But I stood there, still upset about the fight with Mom, apologizing profusely but inwardly invisioning ripping Debbitch's larynx out and shoving it up her ass. Besides, I mean, to me, it's obvious...if someone looks like they've been crying at least ask what is wrong. But no. So then I went back to Crescent, to attend the first choir rehearsal. And even though I had a really good time, the whole teenage girl vs insane mother arguement had just ruined my day.
It took me forever to get home too. Damn transit. But at least it gave me time to think about why, exactly, I am feeling so depressed. I came up with a pretty good list...
1. Haven't seen Kari in ages, and I miss her terribly (call me bi-hotch! ;) ).
2. Probably still tired from trip.
3. Work is hell and I hate Debbitch. So very very much.
4. I don't enjoy arguements with Mom. They are far too frequent these days.
5. (Boys may not want to read this one.) The "painters and decorators" where in last week and I may still be having some issues with PMS. Fuck you.
6. I dislike being so busy. I am having to sacrifice being in the first semester play in order to go to Japan. I work. I have no time for my friends. Or my Dad.
7. A year of math will not be fun. Although Ms Halbauer has mellowed considerably.
8. Headaches are numerous and painful.
9. My precious childhood is almost over.
10. I need a hug.
So those are my reasons. I got home, and my mom actually apologized (that NEVER happens) and I was sitting on her bed. I burst into tears and buried my face in her arms. I was crying all the way home, too. Just being depressed and lonely and listening to Coldplay's "Yellow". I wish the stars would shine just for me, sometimes.