The Only Girl On The Planet

I must be the only girl on the planet who, after failing to fall asleep, decides to clean her room at 4:30 in the morning. Oh well, I'm an odd one. And besides, that's not half as crazy as what I did next. I lay in my bed, listening to my mother get ready for work and the rain pounding on my window. As soon as my mother was gone, I put on a burnt CD of sad songs on, turned up the volume, rolled onto my back and just cried. Because I needed a "good cry". I realized that I hadn't actually cried much about...yeah...so I thought it would be a good idea, while I had the house to myself, and it was just barely day outside, to get all my emotions out. I actually managed to contain myself. But then the CD got to Dying by Five For Fighting and I just let it all go. I can't quite decide if I feel better or worse now, but I suppose I might have to wait a while.
Man I'm a freak.
Awesome!

Musical Quote of the Day

"I'm dying
Dying to wake up without you
Without you in my head again
Dying
Dying to forget about you
That you ever lived

There's a shade come over this
Heart that's coping with
Laying down to rest
I'm dying to live without you again

I'm dying
Dying to find a distraction
Get you away from me
Dying
Dying to reach a conclusion
So that the world can see

It's the same old story
Of love and glory
That broke before it bent
I'm dying to live without you again

And the first time you left
I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer
That can survive

Dying
Dying to die just to come back
So we can meet again
Dying
Dying to say what I always
Always should have said

It's a strange emotion this
But there's the hope in this
As long as there's a breath
I'm dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this
But there's the hope in this
As long as there's a breath
I'm dying and I can't live without you

I'm dying and I can't live without you again"

-Five For Fighting Title: Dying