Sitting Here At 2:36 AM.

I've decided. I'm ready. Ready to take the step, take the plunge. Ready to give the greatest gift of all. I can do it, I'm not afraid. I've stood on the edge of the cliff, pondering whether to jump, having people try to push me, running to and from the edge. Now, I'm going to run, jump, and free fall into a whole new part of life. Into the sea. Covered in sunshine. It will be wonderful. I'm ready, I really am. My mind is made up. I'm doing this because I want to. No one is making me. This is my choice, and it took me a long time to decide, but I'm ready.
Please...hold my hand.

Musical Quote of the Day

"You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world seen from the stars
If only the lights would dim a little
I'm weary of eyes upon my scars"

-Incubus CD: A Crow Left of the Murder Track: 13 Title: Here In My Room