Just when I thought everything was okay

God decides to put a ditch in my paved road. Sometimes religious deities are such jerks.
Anyway, so apart from being extremely upset and worried, things are well...okay, there is nothing but fear. Dammit dammit dammit! God, why can't you leave me alone? I want to be worried about normal teenage things, like what I'm going to wear each day, how I will style my hair, the boy I have a crush on, getting good grades, my upcoming 17th birthday. Now I have to worry myself sick, lose sleep, and not eat anything. It's a good thing I came to Dad's today, because he made sure I had something half decent for dinner, even though I was nowhere near hungry.
And, to top it all off, I am not at all looking forward to my birthday. I don't want a party, presents or a cake. For many reasons.

The countdown to my birthday continueth, but without anticipation or excitement: 29

Musical Quote of the Day

"Gotta get away from here"

-Five for Fighting CD: The Battle for Everything Track: 1 Title: NYC Weather Report