I'm so tired.

I'm beyond tired. I'm insane with tiredness. And it hits me in waves. One minutes, I'm laughing and giggling, the next there are tears in my eyes and my heart is breaking. Holy Fuck, I need some sleep. And I need to do this crappy homework. But first, a song...

They'll Never Be Goodbye-Minako "Mookie" Obata

Burning orange light slowly melt into the sky
Sparkles in your eyes a-glow
Cold and heartless walls and never ending sighs
When you held me close were gone
I'd had never known if you had never shown
Someday I'd have wings to fly
But who'd ever dream these arms were meant to break?
So I must go before you see me fall

I recall sweet enchanted days
Your smile chased the clouds away
All fragmant of a memory survive
Shining in a moonless night

Lifetime is a match; a momentary flash
Yet this forever remains
You are in my heart
Until my heart's not mine
So remember this never is goodbye

I recall sweet enchanted days
Your smile chased the clouds away
All fragments of a memory survive
Shining in a moonless night

Stay close to my soul like you're close to my hands
Darling if I fade away
You are in my heart
Until my heart's not mine
But I must go before you see me fall

So remember this never is goodbye
Please remember
They'll never be
Goodbye

I sang that last year for my choir final project. It's my favourite song because it is from my favourite movie, but never before did it have so much meaning. Damn.

I'm so tired. I'm crying I'm so tired.